You know how you care less about someone? When you dont even give a damn of what he’ll feel? When all you care about is to play around. Just be happy. Pretend you’re inlove. Be the bitch. Be the boss. Be the one who plays the game. I was that person. I was that bitch you hate most. I can make you fall the hardest and just leave you cause im tired playing with you. When I say I want you, I should have you. You know how I regret being that girl? Every day I think of how I could go back and just clean every mess I made. Now, everything’s put up on me. Karma’s playing its game on me. Yes I wanna be down the road where you’re so in love, so devoted, loyal. I wanna feel what it’s like to love someone more than he loves you. But every time I give myself the chance to be down that road, Im being played by my own game. It happened 4 times, all with the same ending. All with the same assholes. SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DATE. And now im done. I am seriously done with giving myself the chance of being in love. I wont go back and bitch around again. I just have to set my priorities right and set aside all shitty things. I am seriously done and jaded. </3 

You know the feeling when you’re breaking up with your boyfriend whom you love so much but things are getting complicated and for the past months things are not working out for you anymore? Yeah. That’s what im feeling now with my work. You know how much I love my work? I love it so much that every time i think of leaving, i cry. Para bang ang sakit sakit. kase im so happy with my work and all. you know. the people i work with. how i can fit my schedule with my flexi time. i get to meet a lot of new people. the work i have right now is just perfect for me you know? hay. and papalapit ng papalapit yung tapos ng buwan. papalapit ng papalapit ang pagalis ko sa ETON. :’( im gonna miss everyone there. im gonna miss my life with them. At least, I learned a lot from them. Sobra. Para bang magiging madali na lang yung ibang work if ever. That’s why I’m still thankful that i got the chance to be in ETON. it sure helped me a lot. Anyway, i know God’s preparing me for the better. He knows what’s best for me. and alam ko dun nyako dadalhin :)